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It's just 23 hours to 2011.. this morning, is my last time to write my experiences and talk anything in 2010.. Tonite's new year's eve dude! I've to spent my last time to make a junk here.. :) First, about resolutions, there is one wish that wasn't came true this year, and it was about my family.. you know.. hmm.. and, about the other resolutions, I really happy that my other wishes came true this year, thank Lord.. :* # my GPA.. it was increased.. # my study.. im doing my research right now! :) # my scholar.. came true! (even it was killin me with the mount per month!) # my friendship.. I think I'm okay with the others # my money... still the same.. LOL # my honey.. umm.. yippie kay yippie yay yee.. hhha play hard-work hard-pray hard! and.... what is my next resolutions in 2011?  still the same I guess,, but.. 1. Graduate on November 2011, (amin..) 2. GPA >3.00 (amiin..) 3. Being thinner,, diet,, face beautify (even its gonna be very hard, lol) (amiin..) 4....

A baby asked God,  "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?" "Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you." The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy." God said, "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy." Again the child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?" God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak." "And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?" God said,  "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray." "Who will protec...

Hey dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according to plan? Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do? 'Cuz it hurst when you disapprove all doing And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't pretend that I'm alright And you can't change me 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and We can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect I try not to think About the pain I feel inside Did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spend with me Now seem so far away And it feels like you don't care anymore And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't stand another fight And nothing's alright 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now ...

Today, don't know why I feel so .. umm.. so unspoken. :D  I just found a quotes said like this " the best things in life are unseen thats why we close our eyes when we kiss cry and dream ." sounds good, isn't it? And I was thinkin.. Well, she's right! LOL do you ever open your eyes when you were dreaming? kissing? or crying? Maybe sometimes yes, but most we always close our eyes.  watch this.. kiss dream and cry (actually, I like this picture, but she doesn't close her eyes. soo.. )

Hmm. semester 7 yang diidam2kan lagi gw jalanin.. dan ga segampang yang gw bayangin! Haa! Sial, selain banyak matkul yang harus diambil, ditambah semester ini gw penelitian.. Do you guys ever heard bout "SUWEG"?? anyone? Itulah penelitian gw, yang judulnya kira2... "Keragaman Genus Suweg (Amorphopalus) asal Jawa Barat dan Sumatera Barat berdasarkan Karakter Morfologi Vegetatif" panjaang kan, dan tentungyaa gw harus mengamati pertumbuhan si Suweg yang super cepet ini sebelum dia dormansi selama 4 bulan, dan kalo gw ga rebutan ama waktu, si suweg ga bisa diamati, yang artinya penelitian gw juga ditunda ampe dia tumbuh lagiii.. which mean makin lama ajaa gw lulusss.. :((( dan pastinya, gw amat sangat capeeeek.. 4 hari sekali gw kudu ke lahan yang jauhnya naujubilee dan kagak ada angkoooot.. serem pula lewatin utan2 gitu, arrrgh., -______- semua gara2 gedung rektoraaat! Jalan ke lahan yang deket jadi harus muter lewat utan gara2 tu rektorat lagi dibangunn! Damn,,, tapii...