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Morning fellas. I write this entry right on 2.16 AM. I can't sleeeeppp! I just make my room work. I've done with my dishes, dirty clothes, and swept my floor. Hm.. Tired. Anyway, long time no see, huh? I'm sorry coz im busy lately. This is my 3rd Ramadhan on Nangor. I think this time are the worst ever. I never pray tarawih on mosque! God.. Im gonna regret for this. This is terrible, and im just lying on my room doing nothing! Hh.. forget that. Today im going home. As usual. Suck. My daddy will pick me at noon. but maybe late. gosh., I can't imagine my lebaran in Garut. I hate this. maybe you don't know what I mean here. i just can't tell you.. Overall.. this month is suck! (not for ramadhan, but for my daily..) everything went wrong, and it all under control. I wish I were not here.. I wish I have a better life.. I have to fix my messed!

Quotes yang pernah jadi status gw di fb,, dan sedikit curhatan gw.. whehehehe here we go, Persahabatan diwarnai dengan berbagai pengalaman suka dan duka, dihibur-disakiti, diperhatikan-dikecewakan, didengar-diabaikan, dibantu-ditolak, namun semua ini tidak pernah sengaja dilakukan dengan tujuan kebencian.  A memory lasts forever. Never does it die. True friends stay together. And never say goodbye. Our laughs are limitless, our memories are countless, and our friendship is endless.. gagagagg.. I'm speechless..  There are three types of friends: those like food, without which you can't live; those like medicine, which you need occasionally; and those like an illness, which you never want. A friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow. Life perfect. Ain't perfect. If you don't know what the struggle's for. Falling down. Ain't falling down. If you don't cry ...

Hadohh.. ga kerasa sekarang udah tanggal 1 Juli!! dan artinya besok gw udah harus berangkat KKN ke Cirebon.. and you know whaaaattt.. gw kebagian rumah yang ga ada kasurnya,, aernya nimba,, dan make kompor beleduk alias kayu bakar!! WTF,, dan gw bakalan idup sebulan di rumah itu.. kalo kata temen gw c,, itung2 ikutan reality show "bila aku menjadi.." akakakakkk.. Tapi nasi udah jadi eek.. Apa boleh buat,, gw harus menerima kenyataan yang menyakitkan ini.. -____- *LEBAY! kwwkwkkw Gw udah packing dari kemaren,, dengan menggunakan tas rentalan dari saudari Anissa Damayanti,, tas yang cukup besar ini menampung 10 kaos maen, 4 pasang baju tidur, 3 celana jeans, jaket dan almamater, handuk, 2 bungkus tissue, dan barang2 laen yang bakal gw PAKSAin masuk tas.. Hoho.. ditambah lagi peralatan mandi, make up, dan lain2 yang bakalan gw masukkin ke tas baru gw yang baru gw beli karena diskon 50%! Tas dengan merk REEB*K jadi murah pisaannnn.. ahhaha,, dan gw tak ingin melepaskan kesempatan...

Oh my God... hari ini gw merasa menjadi orang yang sangat beruntung,, dimulai ketika gw menyadari bahwa banyak sekali orang2 disamping gw yang care ama gw..Mau membantu dan memudahkan urusan gw,, menghibur gw saat gw sedih,, mengingatkan gw disaat gw melakukan kesalahan, dan mensupport gw untuk melakukan hal hal yang gw inginkan.. Betapa bodohnya jika gw sampai menyianyiakan kalian, karena mungkin nanti gw ga bisa bertemu lagi dengan orang2 seperti lo semua.. Gw sayang kalian!!! Mungkin bahasa gw terlihat sangat sederhana.. karena gw hanya ingin menyampaikan maksud gw secara langsung.. atau mungkin memang karena gw gak bisa dan gak bakat melukiskan bagaimana kata2 yang tepat buat lo semua.. it's just unbelievable...

toycam/lomo pesenan guweeeee.. ahahha.. mana dikasih jelly lens segala,, mantafff... enak ga enak jadi reselller.. ehehhehe

Dari semua albumnya ini,, gw cuma punya yang : A mark, a mission, and a scar, Dusk and Summer, ama  The Places You've Come To Fear The Most Album , ama album kemaren yang Belle of the Boulevard,, dan semuanya hasil download.. hehheheh.. But, I love this band anyway.... Dan sayangnya gw ga bisa nonton mereka konser di Indonesia, I wish I could!!

Guys.. This is a letter from the soldier of Israel (IDF) who was slept on Palestinian house... Read carefully... Hello, While the world watches the ruins in Gaza, you return to your home which remains standing. However, I am sure that it is clear to you that someone was in your home while you were away.I am that someone. I spent long hours imagining how you would react when you walked into your home. How you would feel when you understood that IDF soldiers had slept on your mattresses and used your blankets to keep warm. I knew that it would make you angry and sad and that you would feel this violation of the most intimate areas of your life by those defined as your enemies, with stinging humiliation. I am convinced that you hate me with unbridled hatred, and you do not have even the tiniest desire to hear what I have to say. At the same time, it is important for me to say the following in the hope that there is even the minutest chance that you will hear me. I spent many days in your...